10 > 1.....

10 Things you wish you could say to ten different people
10. I am just not into you...get a grip....
9. I wish you could see your family is right here...learn about us and love us for who we are...
8. Pay me what I am worth damn it!
7. Old age does not give you the right to be cruel...yeah you can say what you want but remember feelings!
6. I am not sorry for being selfish....it is who I am...get over it
5. Keep fucking with my baby...I will give you what you deserve...bet on it
4. The workplace is not the venue to try out all of your different personalities...
3. I see why you lost your job...coming to the Labor Dept. smelling like a distillery...its business!
2. Take your big girl pill baby girl...time to be everything you are destined
1. I love you

9 Things about yourself
9. I play the tough girl....so sensitive
8. I am waiting for love...hopelessly
7. I am tired of doing it alone
6. Considering a sperm bank...don't judge
5. I neglect myself on a daily basis
4. I miss church...have not found one here
3. I am a nerd
2. I like the smell of Clorox
1. I never knew I was light-skinned until middle school

8 Ways to win my heart
8. Acceptance
7. Small things
6. Unconditional love...it is possible....
5. Respect
4. Understand the gift of family
3. When you see my load is heavy, pull up beside me
2. Encouragement
1. Your smile

7 Things that cross my mind a lot
7. Why do people always try to change other people? The greatness of humans is our diversity. Embrace it. You might learn something about yourself.
6. Making a comment about every single thing a person does makes me think of jealously. Someone is jealous.
5. What is my purpose?
4. Will my mask ever fall down?
3. Am I going to be the old lady with the dog?
2. Will I ever be happy with myself?
1. Why is everyone so angry?

6 Things I do before I go to sleep
6. Brush my teeth
5. Take the baby out
4. Fix water for the morning
3. Make sure that alarm clock is working!
2. Have a coke...I know
1. Have a long....long bath

5 People I couldn't live without
5. My Mom
4. My Princess
3. My Buddha
2. My Uncle Carey
1. Really that's it....

4 Things I am wearing right now
4. Old 911 sweatshirt
3. Old high school t-shirt
2. Aunt Dorothy's ring
1. Princess' old lounging pants...she has a Serena ass...can't fit!!! LOL

3 Songs that fit my life perfectly
3. All Cried Out ~ Lisa Lisa & Cult Jam
2. Yesterday ~ Mary Mary
1. Bleed it Out ~ Linkin Park

2 Things I want to do before I die
2. Kids
1. Love

1 Confession
My mask is up so much I wonder who I am most days....