Monday, January 2, 2012

Happy New Year!!!

2012.

When I was younger I never considered years as I planned my path to adulthood.  A plan was always in place but there was never a definitive age or year for accomplishment.  (Might need to ponder on that.)  So I never contemplated what my life might be like in 2012.  Never.

Not to say that I did not have goals to accomplish.  College degree. Check.  A paying job. Check.  Graduate school. (Started, so semi check).  These were the main goals set upon by expectations.

What I do, what works best for me is to take life as it comes.  So when my credit was tanked and answering unknown numbers was Russian Roulette, I set up a plan to pull myself out.  When it came to my past demons taking control of me I went to therapy, wrote my heart out in my diary and made a plan of action on how to handle my triggers.  When it was time to step out of my comfort zone at work and seek a better position with more responsibility although I was scared shitless I did it and have not looked back.

So there no resolutions for me.  All I can do is take each day as it comes and react.  Remember my random thoughts of wants and dreams and make them happen.

Happy New Year!

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