Update on the Moody....

Ok...So I need to update my life for you...

Of course I have been to Hawaii which was on my list to complete in 1001 days. Everyone keeps asking me how was Hawaii? And to be honest it was great. But it really wasn't about Hawaii. It was about Chase Taylor. My baby cousin (10 yrs. younger). It was about seeing him before his 4th tour overseas...Iraq for the 3rd time. Afghanistan once. It was about loving him and bringing him closer to our family. (For whatever reason his Mom is crazy is not as welcoming to our family.) It was awesome to see him & experience his maturity. He is a good man. And I don't say that because he has my blood. He just is.

****Alert****
I have a job! Yes Lawd!! I didn't want to write about it until I actually walked in and worked a couple of days. Being unemployed for a year brings about a fear of you are not employable. Something is wrong with you. It's never going to happen. But it happened. & while it is not my dream job, it is a paycheck. And I am grateful & proud to have a job. I am back with a company I worked for a couple years back. Ironic that it is in unemployment. I enjoy it because I like telling the clients you are not alone. I have gone through it. One thing I remember from my past experience with this company is how co-workers were mean & uncaring with the clients. I could never understand it. Everyone is one day away from unemployment. & if you don't believe that then you are a fool. Being kind not only allows sunshine to come into your life, you brighten someone else's life. And there is nothing greater than that.

****Alert II****
I believe I am ready to start dating again. It has been a year or more since I dated. Really dated. I have had a couple of outings over the year but I knew in my heart I was not open to the possibility. But over the last couple of days I have had a want to have someone in my life. Not a sex thing. A companion. A man in my life who looks forward to my phone calls. To my laughter. To my sarcastic humor. To my off the wall music & comments. To my loving spirit that is welcoming another spirit in my life. I am ready. Wish me luck.

There is a lot more I would like to say but I spent the weekend vomiting after catching a bug from my niece & nephews. Yeah the whole crew had the bug...

I need sleep....

Later people