^ for believing that my unemployment is a direct reflection of my self worth.
^for believing that it is my fault my father treats me the way he does.
^for thinking I cannot offer a man a good woman.
^for beating myself up over my perceived self-sabotage.
^for thinking I am not a good friend.
^for allowing people to stay in my life just to have someone.
^for believing that bad things are suppose to happen to me.
^for not believing I am worth loving.
^for not believing I am capable of reaching my potential.
^for not believing I have potential.
^for not believing I have talents.
^for believing that I was only put on this Earth to help my family.
^for believing that I am not suppose to have a family or life outside of my family.
More to come...
4 comments:
Sis,
I can SOOO relate to the last one...it's a hard truth that I come to grips with constantly.
Stay real to yourself and always be with a forgiving heart. Especially when it comes to forgiving yourself.
Thanks for sharing
Genesis
Thank you for your words. I am sure you know it is a constant struggle but I will keep up the work.
Forgiving is hard. Especially when it comes to yourself.
I can relate to a LOT of this...especially to the line about expecting bad things to happen.
I honestly think I cope better when bad things happen. When good things happen, I always think something bad is bound to balance out the good.
It's the pessimist in me.
I am the same way, but right I am like damn. I am tired. I deserve it. The good things.
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